My weekend started with a no show for a showing of my old car. boo to Sara of richmond that made the appointment and then did not show up after i told to call if she is late or decides not to come at all as it has happened to me before.
Saturday: did some errands and then prepared for my friend's stag. I was so excited about it but due some oversight and other chain of events, I spent the nite waiting for my stag party at the wrong venue. grrr.....so i missed the entire event, something i was really looking forward to. sucks. I was really hoping to celebrate with her because I have been feeling really disconnected from her and her wedding plans and this seem like a great opportunity for me to enjoy it one last time with her. but nope. fate didn't want that.
however, i did run into a friend after i gave up waiting and was able to hang with them and met alot of new ppl. Most of all i had fun and the nite wasn't a complete bust. I also got picked up by the door man. lol. it was flattering but it did catch me by surprise when he asked for my number. bet he does this everynite...:D Meant a bunch of other guys, wasn't the same but i am trying. its hard to move on in your heart. just hard but trying. weirdest part of it all is that i saw Fheee that day too at the mall. should have known it was some sort of a sign.
While at the mall I saw L who reminded me of a F-ker. He said to me that "well you are looking good and well." I thought to myself, you know what i am looking well and am good, go figure huh lol.
After, I hung in the old neighbourhood and brought sushi for old time sake only to realize i feel nothing after. but i knew that.
Sunday: just came back from one of my good friends go away party. She and her b/f is going on a 6 month long trip to asia. I am really going to miss her as through the years she has gotten to be one of my best friends. We have a great understanding of eachother and can really empathize with all aspects of eachothers lives. Its been awhile since I have found a friend that i can share openly with plus she is a great hangout buddy and not a home body. Going to really miss her for 6 months. sigh....I would tell her all this but i am going to end up being emotional so i am just saying it here. have a wonderful trip, Nicole!
Saturday: did some errands and then prepared for my friend's stag. I was so excited about it but due some oversight and other chain of events, I spent the nite waiting for my stag party at the wrong venue. grrr.....so i missed the entire event, something i was really looking forward to. sucks. I was really hoping to celebrate with her because I have been feeling really disconnected from her and her wedding plans and this seem like a great opportunity for me to enjoy it one last time with her. but nope. fate didn't want that.
however, i did run into a friend after i gave up waiting and was able to hang with them and met alot of new ppl. Most of all i had fun and the nite wasn't a complete bust. I also got picked up by the door man. lol. it was flattering but it did catch me by surprise when he asked for my number. bet he does this everynite...:D Meant a bunch of other guys, wasn't the same but i am trying. its hard to move on in your heart. just hard but trying. weirdest part of it all is that i saw Fheee that day too at the mall. should have known it was some sort of a sign.
While at the mall I saw L who reminded me of a F-ker. He said to me that "well you are looking good and well." I thought to myself, you know what i am looking well and am good, go figure huh lol.
After, I hung in the old neighbourhood and brought sushi for old time sake only to realize i feel nothing after. but i knew that.
Sunday: just came back from one of my good friends go away party. She and her b/f is going on a 6 month long trip to asia. I am really going to miss her as through the years she has gotten to be one of my best friends. We have a great understanding of eachother and can really empathize with all aspects of eachothers lives. Its been awhile since I have found a friend that i can share openly with plus she is a great hangout buddy and not a home body. Going to really miss her for 6 months. sigh....I would tell her all this but i am going to end up being emotional so i am just saying it here. have a wonderful trip, Nicole!
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